As usual slacking until the clock strike at least 9.30 den i start to work..everydae the first min i will on the msn..followed by the logging in to friendster..den xanga...todae i saw jac's blog entry..seeing her so bz..wondering is nice or not nice..well..as u work long term..shall discover..jus like me..when i first start to work..so enthusiatic..even wanted to be a career woman..as time comes by..my tat kind of enthusiatic started to fade..well..not saeing i am no more keen to work..but my interest has alreadi placed on other place..i wanted to hav a shop of my own..but i guess is a target hard to reach..aniwae...try my best lo..i used to have an ambition..is to work as a HR..now ar..er..haiz..tokin abt work place make me feel sick..onli i can do rite now..is to wait for every cert tat i gg to pursue den lookin for other things...sucks..but i see if i reali work like jac..still gt to bring hme and do..i will feel tat i hav no time for dearz..mayb me n other gers different bahz..their bf is like 9-5..anitime to suit them..but my bf is the other way rd..ey..not complain at all... i will be glad to see we still cherishing ourselves meeting together..not possessive..but jus don want to fade tat kind of bond..

CA forever hiring people..as wat shannon sae..are we looking beri busy..maybe they are replacing james and sheeren..james left the plc and sheeren mayb next mth..coz she had a new job and told me tat outside will offered more..hm..i tink is definately depend on luck on lei..see ramona..CBS..take back pay lower den me..bt ya la..she go back earli..alternate sat..even work sat..onli until 1pm..so suan..life reali sucks..the onli beest ting here is can use internet bahz..heeh..but lesser le..coz i wan to full concentrate on my work..remember ling jie sae..my contribution ended up is other pple's credit..nono..cannot listen to tat..i muz work for my own credits..hehe..recently quite down..due to smeting..does not feel rite..i wan to JIAN FEI..arghh..dearz dearz oso sae he wans..todae weigh myself lose abt 1.5kg..but hor..like noting..getting not much appetite le..i wan to slim down..my forever goal..but i jus need 3-5 ...please slim at the rite plc and er..muz b healthy lorz..

sleeping...

Multiply is dwn..sad to sae i seldom online writing on this blog le..all goes to multiply..more functions for me to use bahz..hm..todae earlli in the morning..dear work at 5am..so sad ar..bt okie la..heng is nt some special dae..actuali to me stil okie..to him i guess sucks the most.

He told me tat he is gg to work shift like 1pm to 9pm or 9pm to morning 5am..wa..sianz leiz.. for 1pm to 9pm still okie..we can meet in the morning..and nite oso..but for the 9pm to the 5am..we can meet during the nite lo..tis is why..most of my time is all goes to him coz dunno when wat kind of situation we are gg to meet onli sat and sundae..is not reali tat i alwais stick to my bf ..but tings at his side is unpredictable and he need my accompany to support him to go thru all the hardship..aniwae..i can still plan my time well..so frds..plz understand me..hehe..

Hm..tmr shall meet jac SH and roy..it been yrs tat we din meet together..after tat shall went loyang with dear pray for peace and harmony..he need it more den me..dinner is gg to on jac coz her 1st 2 weeks pay..wahaha..seldom gt the chance to meet..reali miss the daes with her..tmr..shall go n charge my batt inside my camera..we muz take pics..haha..den SH n roy will b our camera man..dearz so nice..helped me to make routers for daes..wa ..can see he beri hardworking..but oso convenient for himself to use my network la..aniwae..tks dearz..he gg to my hse alone to fix it todae..hope finally end..if not ...arghh..i gg to dump tat bloody pc..mummy la..don hav pc experience tot i waste money to buy new pc..if i modify myself..it will gg to 700 bucks..nt the whole set la..but 8yrs pc..reali can throw le bahz..mayb end of the yr..see hows my bonus gg to be..scareli lesser..

Todae office gg to b no aircon..hm..but still gt fan..gt my blood and urine report..hm..gd but..i scare the other 2 test i undergg tis coming april..dunno why i gt bad feelings..recently likes to tok nosense in front of dear..later go pray pray to ask for forgiven...time to surf net le..

Kinda reali long tat i ever since log into this web..in fact actualli everydae i did log in to see if jac made any entry to the blog..she reali beri bz with her work tat i hardly seen her..she wanted to jio me go orchard ydae but soorie..i was too tired..dunno wat i hav been doing this week..oh yahz..jian fei..ahha..i am on diet recently..jacq muz be tinkin..same old story..thru out the whole yr..seeing me asking her.."ehz i gt fat anot ar.." haha..noting else..precisely..tatz me..so ren wo bahz....

So happy tat jac gt her first perm. job..reali..but i wasnt wat she sae in her blog, nv help her save money..hahah..i did okie by making reseach of the nicest and at a economy price restaurant..Tks me sister..A taste to thai is recommended by mike..not onli no signature which i alwais jio jac and xc but jac like builing a cage for xc not letting him to noe the frds ard her..haha..well..i noe she noe la..hor? Jac alwais sae i beri eng in the office..well..sometimes la..recently Cat had quite a bad attitude at her work. I wondering wat bothering her. Is the personal matter or she taking part time job? She don like to disclose to us at all..ever since..she broke off with her last bf..well before tat she abit lidat le la..but tat now we are more like stranger..Shannon was so fear tat she had to do counter job coz if one dae Cat chose to leave Ca.. From wat the managment told us..she covering to do issue of CI again..like she used.. We had an individual meeting ydae.. They sae alot of stuff abt the management(was wondering none of my biz)..and finally they start to sae " Philip asked if you can handle everyting yrself. From the frontline to the backend." I tink i had noting to sae except saeing "should be" coz ..all of them are bosses..if u sae no..is like..courting to death plus NTUC results wasnt reali gd...For me.. I like to work alone..but sometimes oso need help la..work alone which mean i don hav to bother wat pple is dng or wat but once anione goes wrong..i am the first to shoot to dead. Jus pray hard for me..No more gd life animore le..sianz..jus recieve a call frm a customer..now muz helpin him to locate his cancellation details..bye blog

Round applause for jac colleague after I hv read tat wat kind of guy he is ..wa lau..i nv seen a guy lidat before..buay tahan..for me...if todae he owns me the money..at least i gim him a dae to settle "HIS DEBTS" den the next dae if still no news from him..well well..i will sae "hey..i forget to bring money todae..can help me pay my lunch later?"...he either pay for u..or he will actuali ask why shld he..so ur ans is either.."ydae i tot i pay for u the wanton mee?" or..if too mani times of owning u money.. u shld sae.."hey..den why shld i pay for u ..ur LUNCH..mr small eyes...i will nv allow tis kind of guy exist..unless he helped me before..den i can at least gim myself an excuse of giving him a treat..and nv wanted to pay his lunch ..jus tell him..er..i jus bring exact money todae..u wan..pay the money before u wan to eat..hahaha..sound mean..actuali jac is the most suitable candidate to sae all these..

ydae was quite a F dae to me..suddenly was found tat a customer's policy should nt be cancelled..and dunno why it was cancelled..management is making a fuss out of it..and still don noe how it was ended..not reali my fault..and mayb partly coz is under my dept...hope tings will go smoothly..and hated tis kind of ting happend..please please nv ever happend tis again...i will hav heart attack sooner..

Dear have a so call retreat i tink..so after his retreat..he coming to my hse fetching to go for his dinner..as i ate mine alreadi..we went Jalan Kayu for prata..normally we went on weekend..the prata was nice..but ydae it sucks ..coz hard lei.dunno why..tink mux b cooked a certain of time..den we went seletar reservoir..he owned me 12 flowers..ahhaha..so he picked those wild flowers frm there..we sat there..we alwais like to go there..recalling back..is has been dunno how mani times le..but ydae gt lots of mosquitoes..haha..so we went in to the car and tok..we don sit in front..sit behind instead..being the passenger..haha..den we lift our legs up while we toking..tons of tings to tok..we went there we tok abt our past before..tok abt my present..ydae we tok abt the future..though..it was a one short hr..but we enjoyed and at ten plus we went hme....tas ended my fridae..